i feel like life isnt heading the way i want it too.
tomorrow is going to be my last class at FIT untill july,
and i dont have much to show for it, just acouple projects that they had me make. besides the one thing i actually made myself.
i feel like im really wasting time though.
Im only young for so long...And i just want to be the best at what i want to do.

friends arent coming through for me lately, there just sitting back and watching me go out of my mind.
its hard enough being homeschooled and all the shit&stress coming along with it,
and i dont exactly have a best;friend or something that meets me exactly where i need them too.
i dont know if its just the pills making me feel like this, but ive honestly never felt this low.




im an actual person.